Need u now, mom

Inilah Saat2 yg paling ku benci. I have guessed this will happen to me. Sekuat-kuatnya aku bertahann, tetap saja akan ada waktu dimana aku melemah, seperti saat ini. Sedihnya menahan sakit seorang diri. Mom, i wish i was at home right now. So then u can treat me... It's so hurting, my eyes can't stop the tears out. Mom...need u now, really.

What I did for Monce's Bday (:

Well, yeah...I know it has been very very verrrryyy late !

But I still want to post about it. April 29th, It was Monce's birthday.

She's one of my best friend__Ok, I admit it *juiih !!* -,-

And this is what I did for her bday. Cekipret !!

 

Dear, Monica Ibrahim a.k.a Monce', happy birthday yeah !
I prepared this for u in the middle of my bustle. U know that how I feel u as one of best thing I have in my life, so, I thought this one thing that I can do for ur birthday. So sweet, huh?! *cuih !* -,-
And to be honest, I wish I could do more than this. I miss the moment when we celebrated our birthday together with Rehe' like last year. It was so dramatic, meaningful, and unforgettable ! LOL XD
But now, I feel so sad and sorry for being far away from both of u. I'm kinda lonely to celebrate birthday alone. *sigh*
But it's ok, I keep smile and thank God for every single thing I've gotten until this second, including for having two of u as my best friends. (:
Oh ! About the present, I didn't have many times to find good stuff as present for u and also I don't know how to give it to u, haha I'm sorry. But don't worry, I'll bring u good stuff when I come home, ok ?! Hahaaa
Well, after all... In this birthday, I wish all the best for u, ur expectations and ur prayers can be real. Amen.
The last, sorry too for the cake (in the pic), I made it for u, but u can't taste it even for a bit. LOL !!
It's so yummmyy, u know ?! And this masterpiece of mine is far different from ur 'ager ager monster.' I named it 'ager ager elegan' cause the taste and the look. Akakakaa
Allright, I think I've been enough for writing this. Once again, happy birthday, and don't forget to save the pic, ok.
Ja'~! ^^/

 

unimportant (?)

alhamdulillah ya...sekarang udah kerja di J*S (Japan M***cal S**ply).

Keren kan sepatu bootsnya ?!! ahaha !! ini sepatu kerja deng ! Karena perusahaan itu memproduksi alat2 medis, otomates ruang kerjanya juga musti bersih ! Di ruangan kerja itu, siapa aja (entah dia presdir atau CS sekalipun) harus pakek baju khusus yg mirip kek baju astronot !! ahahaha rempong boooo'~
90641 itu nomer ID employee-ku. semua bagian seragam astronotnya (hairnet, hood, jacket, pants, boots, sampe masker) harus dinamain, kalo ga bisa dicuri orang laen, dan terjadilah pencurian berantai (???) ahahah !!

oke, itu emang bukan perusahaan sembarangan, orang2 yg kerja di situ pun orang2 yg udah melalui tes hena hene (esai, interview, medical check up). Dan yg ga aku suka, ini: TES KESEHATAN !!. Bekas suntikan pas cek darah di lenganku lama banget ilangnya (kira2 1 minggu baru ilang, cyin !) Gela ajaaa, temen2ku paling lama 2 hari, bahkan sampe ada yg ga berbekas ! *nah kan, jadi curcol deh!* Untungnya bisa lulus, kalo ga lulus malu2in banget...ahahaha !!

n o t h i n g

Hard  to always be like this, keeping this longing.

Just wish the days pass quickly.

Ja ne~!

Even if it feels so hard for me, but I'll try to hold on...

I'm gonna miss you so much, friends.